4-12

hey buddy,

I always remember this day because it it Valentine's Day backwards, and for some reason I like that because a lot of people get engaged on Valentine's Day, but not many on April 12th.  Three years ago we went on a walk in the woods, you were super nervous, I thought you needed a protein bar, and you asked me the best question.  Thanks for asking me to spend forever with you.  I love you forever Jimmy Leach!

you love me and I don't get it

hey buddy,

you are the best. seriously. thanks for loving me when I feel so unlovable and making me feel wanted even when I am so tired of myself.  you are so selfless and you teach me about sacrificial love every single day. so thanks!  I hope you feel loved and know that I cherish you above everything.

lately, I have been feeling more love for you than ever.  it really is true, I love you more everyday and I couldn't imagine living life without you as my number one trooper buddy.  thanks for going on a walk with me yesterday and going along with my pizza and spinach shenanigans.  I had a really fun time with you, and you held no record of wrong against me which made me feel so loved.  I know I don't deserve it.

I hope you know that I am so stinking proud of you and proud to be your wife.  you are a hottie, you are smart, you are a leader at your work and for me.  I know I sometimes say differently when I am super upset, but the way you handle situations proves differently.  you are humble, patient and kind toward me when I am crazy, and I appreciate that more than you could ever know.  I know that you are in my corner backing me up and I hope you know I am in yours.  I want to prove that with my actions and words, so please be patient with me as I grow.  I have a lot of growing to do in Christ and as a result, hopefully myself.

Thanks for being my true love, pointing me to Jesus when I am in the pit, and helping me get out the best ways you know how.  Your efforts mean so much.  I love you James Edward.